LIFE

Hmm. at home. I shouldn’t expect any less, I guess.

I feel like cursing and swearing at how it’s so bloody unfair that I never seem to get a normal life sometimes. But… what’s the use? It won’t change anything, will it?

You blame us for not getting the grades you want. Do you even know how helpless we feel sometimes? How disappointed we are when we don’t get the grades? How scared and terrified we are when we don’t get the grades we want? How we always have a reflex action/defence mechanism and the fact that we flinch whenever you carry any solid object around us?

Not to mention the verbal abuse you throw at us. The physical abuse you give us, like throwing solid objects at us and beating us really hard.

The list goes on. And it shows no sign of stopping.

Sometimes, I get really tired, sick of everything. And when you know the situation’s so hopeless and bleak, that you can’t even cry. You just become numb, and stay suspended in there for a while.

See why I can’t concentrate on my studies sometimes? It’s not me all the time, it’s just that my family problems always ruin it all.

It’s alright. I’ll survive with God by my side, even if I’m alone right now with no one to tell all this too.

I’m curious though. Aren’t mums supposed to listen, nag at you, scold you (but not excessively) and to be there to support you? Can’t you tell your mother everything that you are going through? Can’t you tell your father about everything you are going through?

If it’s so, then I’m doubting myself now. Most of the stuff I’m going through, actually.

I can only tell them the superficial stuff, like school and grades etc.

Lol life’s really ironic.

I wish I can disappear off to someplace where I can’t be found, for a while. To escape from everything, even if its only for a day.

I just need a break from everything right now.

EW

I THINK IT'S NEARLY THREE WEEKS NOW, IM NOT SURE

But whether its three weeks or three days, i will always miss you when i’m not with you.

everyday you have text me, and everyday i miss you even more. Last nights text made me miss you a whole lot more though…And its because i realised you missed me back. I know that you think of me…And i remember just how special you are, that you mean that much to me.

I know i wont see you for more than another week….But knowing that the day i get to see you again is approaching, it excites me. Just to see your smile, Feel your hugs and touch your lips with mine.

I think you really are the one.

NICEST THING

All I know is that you're so nice You're the nicest thing I've seen I wish that we could give it a go See if we could be something I wish I was your favourite girl I wish you thought I was the reason you are in the world I wish my smile was your favourite kind of smile I wish the way that I dressed was your favourite kind of style I wish you couldn't figure me out But you always wanna know what I was about I wish you'd hold my hand When I was upset I wish you'd never forget The look on my face when we first met I wish you had a favourite beauty spot That you loved secretly 'Cause it was on a hidden bit That nobody else could see Basically, I wish that you loved me I wish that you needed me I wish that you knew when I said two sugars, Actually I meant three I wish that without me your heart would break I wish that without me you'd be spending the rest of your nights awake I wish that without me you couldn't eat I wish I was the last thing on your mind before you went to sleep Look, all I know is that you're the nicest thing I've ever seen And I wish that we could see if we could be something Yeah I wish that we could see if we could be something

DEW

curhatan gue ajaaa hahahaha tentang seseorang cowok yang ...

BE THANKFUL

gue mendapatkan kata-kata yang menurut gua bagus, dan gue pingin SHARE ke kalian semua,

Be thankful that you don’t already have everything you desire. If you did, what would there be to look forward to?

Be thankful when you don’t know something, for it gives you the opportunity to learn.

Be thankful for the difficult times. During those times you grow.

Be thankful for your limitations, because they give you opportunities for improvement.

Be thankful for your mistakes. They will teach you valuable lessons.

Be thankful when you’re tired and weary, because it means you’ve made a difference.

It’s easy to be thankful for the good things.

A life of rich fulfillment comes to those who are also thankful for the setbacks.

Find a way to be thankful for your troubles, and they can become your blessings.

mulai dari sekarang kita harus membiasakan kelakuan seperti itu, bener ga? hhhh semoga bermanfaat !! hahahaha

facebook story (patrick star edition)

Opening Facebook

*scroll* *scroll* *scroll* :

Saw some funny post:

Saw some shitty post:

Flattering message on ask box:

Anon hate message:

Gained a friends:

lost a friend:

facebook error:

MY REALITY

Time On "Online" Passes Like:

Time At School Passes Like:

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I LOVE YOU WHEN ....

1) The way you stand by my side

2) The times you make sure nothing will harm me 3) How you always find a new way to “WoW” me

4) When I’m sad, you take the pain away with a joke
5) How you always look deep into my eyes

6) How you can make my heart melt with your soft lips
7) The way you hold my hand so tight
8) The way you never let my hands go
8) How you always watch out for me
9) They way you make sure I have everything I need
10) How you always know what to say when I get mad at you

11) When you buy me things out of the blue
12) How you say the cutest things over and over and never gets old
13) The way you play with my hair when I’m falling asleep
14) The way you stare at me as if I am the most beautiful girl in the world!
15) The times when you where determind for me not to be mad at you anymore

16) The way you look when I get all dressed up
17) The smile you give after I’m done kissing you
18) The way you act like a dork but make me laugh
19) The way your not embarrased to say or do anything in front of me
20) How you can just defend me and not be scared

21) The way you walk when you get sad!!
22) The look you make when you get jealous
23) When Im feeling the worst, you make me feel the happiest
24) The way you sing to be all cheesy
25) How you can just drive hours to see me for a day

26) How you always finish my sentences
27) How your the only one who thinks im NOT weird
28) How your the only one who gets my joke… and laughs
29) The way we play stupid games, but you play anyways
30) How I can never hate you

31) How you love me like no other
32) The way you touch me as if I might break
33) How you tell me long stories that have no meaning, but you know I’ll listen anyway
34) How you listen to me talk for hours
35) How you forgive me when I do wrong

36) How you hardly ever get mad at me
37) The way you look after I say I love you
38) How times it seems like we’re the only ones here
39) the way your not embarrased to call me sweet things in front of anyone
40) The way you call me every freakin minute

41) The way you always find a way to see me or talk to me
42) How you put ME before you friends
43) How you would do anything I say
44) The way you get my attention
45) The way I turn you on, without me doing anything

46) How you can just speak your mind
47) How your not afraid to tell me your feelings
48) How you can cry in front of me with out being shy or embarassed
49) How you can diss parties to just stay home with me all night
50) How we talk on the phone all night

51) How we both get along so well
52) The way you spend all your money to buy calling cards for me
53) The way we’re so much alike!!
54) How you make me feel when I think I’m nothing
55) the way you inspire me with your thoughts and emotions!!!!

FRIENDS

when I was with my best friend

all we do like this, silly, laugh, sad, WE WILL ALWAYS TOGETHER !

A Woman’s Vocabulary, Keywords and Meanings

FINE This is the word we use at the end of any argument in which we feel we are right, but need to shut you up. NEVER use ‘Fine’ to describe how a woman looks. This will cause you to have one of those argument.

FIVE MINUTES This is half an hour. It is equivalent to the five minutes that your football game is going to last before you take out the trash, so I feel that it’s an even trade.

NOTHING This means something and you should be on your toes. ‘Nothing’ is usually used to describe the feeling a woman has of wanting to turn you inside out, upside down, and backwards. ‘Nothing’ usually signifies an argument that will last Five Minutes‘ and end with the word ’Fine.’

GO AHEAD (with raised eyebrows) This is a dare. One that will result in a woman getting upset over ’Nothing‘ and will end with the word ‘Fine.’

GO AHEAD (normal eyebrows) This means ‘I give up’ or ‘do what you want because I don’t care’. You will get a raised eyebrow ‘Go Ahead’ in just a few minutes, followed by ’Nothing‘ and ’Fine‘ and she will talk to you in about ‘Five Minutes’ when she cools off.

LOUD SIGH This is not actually a word, but is still often a verbal statement very misunderstood by men. A ‘Loud Sigh’ means she thinks you are an idiot at that moment and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you over ’Nothing.’

SOFT SIGH Again, not a word, but a verbal statement. ‘Soft Sighs’ are one of the few things that some men actually understand. She is content. Your best bet is to not move or breathe and she will stay content.

OH This word followed by any statement is trouble. Example; “Oh, let me get that”. Or, “Oh, I talked to him about what you were doing last night”. If she says “Oh” before a statement, run, do not walk, to the nearest exit. She will tell you that she is “Fine” when she is done tossing your clothes out the window, but do not expect her to talk to you for at least 2 days. “Oh” as the lead-in to a sentence usually signifies that you are caught in a lie. Do not try to lie more to get out of it, or you will get raised eyebrows and a “Go ahead,” followed by acts so unspeakable that I can’t bring myself to write about them.

THAT’S OKAY This is one of the most dangerous statements that a woman can say to a man. “That’s Okay” means that she wants to think long and hard before visiting on you major retribution and tribulations for what ever it is that you have done. “That’s Okay” is often used with the word “Fine” and used in conjunction with a raised eyebrow “Go Ahead”. At some point in the near future when she has plotted and planned, you are going to be in some mighty big trouble.

PLEASE DO This is not a statement, it is an offer. A woman is giving you the chance to come up with whatever excuse or reason you have for doing whatever it is that you have done. You have a fair chance to tell the truth, so be careful and you shouldn’t get a “That’s Okay”.

THANKS A woman is thanking you. Do not faint, just say you’re welcome.

THANKS A LOT This is much different than “Thanks”. A woman will say, “Thanks A Lot” when she is really ticked off at you. It signifies that you have hurt her in some callous way, and will be followed by the “Loud Sigh”. Be careful not to ask what is wrong after the “Loud Sigh”, as she will only tell you ’Nothing.’

I HATE FALLING IN LOVE WITH YOU

Kepada kamu,
Dengan penuh kebencian.

Aku benci jatuh cinta.
Aku benci merasa senang bertemu lagi dengan kamu, tersenyum malu-malu, dan menebak-nebak, selalu menebak-nebak. Aku benci deg-degan menunggu kamu online. Dan di saat kamu muncul, aku akan tiduran tengkurap, bantal di bawah dagu, lalu berpikir, tersenyum, dan berusaha mencari kalimat-kalimat lucu agar kamu, di seberang sana, bisa tertawa. Karena, kata orang, cara mudah membuat orang suka denganmu adalah dengan membuatnya tertawa. Mudah-mudahan itu benar.

Aku benci terkejut melihat SMS kamu nongol di inbox-ku ,
dan aku benci kenapa aku harus memakan waktu begitu lama untuk membalasnya, menghapusnya, memikirkan kata demi kata. Aku benci ketika jatuh cinta, semua detail yang aku ucapkan, katakan, kirimkan, tuliskan ke kamu menjadi penting, seolah-olah harus tanpa cacat, atau aku bisa jadi kehilangan kamu. Aku benci harus berada dalam posisi seperti itu. Tapi, aku tidak bisa menawar, ya?

Aku benci harus menerjemahkan isyarat-isyarat kamu itu. Apakah pertanyaan kamu itu sekadar pancingan atau retorika atau pertanyaan biasa yang aku salah artikan dengan penuh percaya diri? Apakah kepalamu yang kamu senderkan di bahuku kemarin hanya gesture biasa, atau ada maksud lain, atau aku yang-sekali lagi salah mengartikan dengan penuh percaya diri?

Aku benci harus memikirkan kamu sebelum tidur dan merasakan sesuatu yang bergerak dari dalam dada, menjalar ke sekujur tubuh, dan aku merasa pasrah, gelisah. Aku benci untuk berpikir aku bisa begini terus semalaman, tanpa harus tidur. Cukup begini saja.

Aku benci ketika kamu menempelkan kepalamu ke sisi kepalaku, saat kamu mencoba untuk melihat sesuatu di handycam yang sedang aku pegang. Oh, aku benci kenapa ketika kepala kita bersentuhan, aku tidak bernapas, aku merasa canggung, aku ingin berlari jauh. Aku benci aku harus sadar atas semua kecanggungan itu, tapi tidak bisa melakukan apa-apa.

Aku benci ketika logika ku bersuara dan mengingatkan, “Hey! Ini hanya ketertarikan fisik semata, pada akhirnya kamu akan tahu, kalian berdua tidak punya anything in common,” harus dimentahkan oleh hati yang berkata, “Jangan hiraukan logikamu.”

Aku benci harus mencari-cari kesalahan kecil yang ada di dalam diri kamu. Kesalahan yang secara desperate aku cari dengan paksa karena aku benci untuk tahu bahwa kamu bisa saja sempurna, kamu bisa saja tanpa cela, dan aku, bisa saja benar-benar jatuh hati kepadamu.

Aku benci jatuh cinta, terutama kepada kamu.
Demi Tuhan, aku benci jatuh cinta kepada kamu.
Karena, di dalam perasaan menggebu-gebu ini, di balik semua rasa kangen, takut, canggung, yang bergumul di dalam dan meletup pelan-pelan…

aku takut sendirian

dealova

Maaf... karena selalu membuat kamu marah

Maaf... karena selalu membuat kamu benci sama aku

Maaf... atas semua kepedihan yang aku timbulkan

Maaf... karena selalu membuat kamu ngalah dalam segala hal

Maaf... karena aku selalu keras kepala

Maaf... karena tlah membuat kamu masuk ke dalam kehidupanku

Maaf... karena aku harus pergi ninggalin kamu...

Terima kasih... karena kamu telah membuat hari-hariku indah

Terima kasih... karena kamu telah memperlihatkan mata yang paling indah yang pernah kulihat

Terima kasih... karena kamu telah membuat aku memiliki semangat untuk hidup

Terima kasih... karena kamu selalu menganggap aku pintar

Terima kasih... karena kamu membuatku sadar bahwa kita harus berjuang untuk hidup dan bahwa hidup ini harus diarungi melalui semangat, perjuangan, dan kemauan keras

Terima kasih... karena kamu memberikan kebahagiaan terbesar dalam hidupku

Terima kasih... karena kamu telah luar biasa sabar menghadapi aku

karena kamu telah mengajari aku untuk mendoakan agar orang yang aku cintai bahagia

karena telah mengubah hidupku yang kosong

karena telah menjadi satu-satunya orang yang bisa membuatku mengalah

karena telah memberikan sesuatu yang selama ini nggak bisa aku kasih ke kamu

karena telah menjadi wanita yang luar biasa dan nggak tertandingi yang pernah masuk dalam kehidupanku

Aku nggak akan kemana-mana...

Last ...

Really, you make me craziiieeeehh.

until now I know that you do not love me :)

salahkah akan perasaan ini

hingga ku lemah tak berdaya melihat dirimu

bawa aku lari dari sini

ku sudah bosan denganmu

karna aku inginkan kau jadi kekasihku pemilik hatiku

semoga engkau pun mengerti

ku bosan menunggu yang tak pasti

ku tak menyangka hingga akhirnya aku yg terjatuh

dan ku yg terbuang

kau menyukainya

dan aku menyukaimu

Kita tak sejalan

perasaan itu salah

ku telah salah menyangka

dia mendekat

dan aku akan men

jauh

aku menyerah bukan ku pecundang

karena aku tak ingin rasa ini lebih menyakitkan

karena ku tau kau tak bisa menjadi pemilik hatiku

sudah cukup ku menanti

biarkan rasa ini lebih menyakitkan

karna ku tau

kau takkan bisa menjadi pemilik hatiku

sudah cukup ku menanti

biarkan rasa ini tersimpan di hati

ini keputusanku

ku telah memilih

HOW I WISH I COULD BE A KID AGAIN ?

How I wish I could be a kid again.

When I was younger, I wished I’d become older. I want to know how it feels to become independent, to separate from my mom’s shadow, and to decide on my own. I got tired being a kid too early. When I’d play, I’d wear my mom’s clothes, brushed a ‘lil make-up on my cheek, carried a big shoulder bag and pretended to be an adult. I was too busy growing up when I was a kid.

Now I’m matured enough. I’m independent, I don’t live behind my mom’s shadow anymore and I make my own decisions. Finally, I’m old enough. I’m 15 and legit.

And it’s HARD.

I realized that it was much better to fall in love with my toys, cry over chocolates and candies, and worry about what game would I play next with my playmates than to fall in love with someone so hard, cry over heartaches, and worry about my blurry future.

Yeah, I miss being a kid. Those were the days when I was an innocent little girl, delicate and untouched by the reality of life.

x7 ~

kelas yang penuh canda dan tawa, ejek-ejekan dan macam macam lainnya.. mukanya abstrak, bermacam macam bentuk dan sifat, dan itulah kelas saya X7 !!

Ternyata banyak yang saya nggak tahu tentang pandangan-pandangan anak kelas lain terhadap kelas saya. Banyak pandangan-pandangan miring dan negatif yang menyoroti kelas saya. Entah saya yang kepedean karena menyandang nama “SEPULUH TUJUH” atau apa, tapi beneran. Saya bener-bener nggak nyangka. Saya ngerasa kelas saya baik, sangat baik, bahkan yang terbaik. Tapi tidak menurut mereka..

"TAMPANG NGENES MENULIS"

"Tampang Bahagia"

"TAMPANG MADESU,Lelah,Letih,Lesu"

*heeiii aku KoCen9 sering di panggil "doraemon korbantewas bom bali'' muka ku udah imUtz belum?*

"hape hape oh hape"

"TOP PHOTO PASANGAN BAHAGIA DUNIA AKHIRAT"

*ismi: "yangg..serasa dunia milik kita sendiri ya cihuuuy"

"TOP PHOTO"

*jin tomang sedang berdoa agar selalu diberi kemudahan dalam karir meramalnya*

*pohon toge kalah sumo dengan pohon jagung*

*Sinda: "aaa Juan mah" Juan: "Lebay..Lebay.. hayoo nangningnungningnangningnung" *

*Adit: "gue bisa sulap dengan mata terbalik nih" Eky: "aahh boong kaleee,hhaaha lucu lo hhhaaa"*

*isismi: "yang..jangan marah apa yang..yang..yang" Resdy: "Tidak..aaa aku tak mau melihatmu lg,aku takut aaa"

oi" "iii juan mukanya gemesin deh, cubit duyu ah uuu" Juan: "seraaaaaahhhh...."

"yAALLAH tolooong kembalikan anakkuuuuu"

TARIIIIIIIIIIK TERUS MAAAAKKK MEJANYA, Bayu: ''aa tolooooong"

Eva: "kapan yak gue dapet arisan"

"Rellaaa aku rella sampai hidungku hilang pun ku rela demi oiii oowuuwoo"

"PARA DANCER X.7"

me and my best friend :

"Meskipun ada perbedaan tanah dan iklim, bahasa dan tatakrama, hukum dan adat, sikap dan sifat, meskipun banyak perbedaan, x7 menyatukannya dengan gairah"

hi.. sorry to people of x7 who has not been attached photo in this blog. because I can not get a photo of you all. and sorry for the person photo who in this blog, all just a joke,sorry if there is the wrong word

WHEN IM HAPPY WITH THEM !!!!!!